Friday, June 26, 2009

Choices,choices,choices...

I hate being a grown up... i dont like making choices - i want a crystal ball that will tell me what is going to happen..should i move cities, should i date this guy, should i change jobs, sell my house, i dont want to decide ! i want to be a kid again - when my mom told me what to do..being grown up is scary - now people tell you - make your decision..its YOUR choice .and thats scary !!what if i am wrong.....i have been in the past -i read somewhere - when looked at in hindsight - 70% of the choices we make are wrong !! now that is a scary stat isnt it !!! or it was research done by someone feeling as pessimistic as i am today....and then there is advice - "u must do this ", "how can you think twice about it - of course you must do it - i would" !! And that is the catch- "I would"!! we all give well meaning advice - based on what I would do - but the "I" has gone through a different set of life experiences and has a different set of priorities....and what is right for "I" is not necessarily right for the "I" that "I" is advising -get what i mean?? so yeah this sounds like a rant doesnt it and YES IT IS !! i dont want to decide what to do with my life anymore!! I give up -destiny, life,mother nature, a higher power above -anyone ,someone - YOU decide....i am in your hands - u decide and i just hope to hell your stats are better than the 30% success rate that I have.